Until a Moment #386

We are here chasing the sun, caught between the forces of consistent and change with emotions that hold tight and desires that argue for leaving.

Holding close the confusion from training for look-alike steps and the whispers of being alright while lost walking in loops.

Convinced that there isn't room for joy's soft shelters in the same home of unhappiness's success.

Needing kindness and being closer to the survival that has never hugged itself.

Here, where the garden has been both friend and foe. 

Here, where the debris has hurt and promised relief.

Here, where lies and truth swoop in to add and remove nourishment.

Here, where the spin is a shared battle between the heart and the mind. 

Here, as if diagnosed as being bad for our own selves.

And yet if we are the ones with the falls, then we are also the ones with the come ups to comfort ourselves with.

Not to wish for flawless steps and tearless rises.

Not to shift from the reality of suffering nor to chase being on another trail.

Not to leave what touches behind nor to carry those marks to the next page.

But here, to learn from the moments that keep uploading what needs healing.

Here, to understand the unseen and unheard versions living in the shadows.

Here, to find the lost potential in the lessons of messes.

Here, to be the love in the hardest parts.

Here, to connect, act and balance with more than happiness.

Because even though we are here, overwhelmed with the notion of getting it wrong, love doesn't always know where to go on the good days and darkness doesn't only hold tears of pain.   

Consistent isn't a foe and change isn't a dream until a moment or the force of many present a battle that needs different paper shields.

Have the best day POSSIBLE for you. Love Always, Heavell