Wherever we go, the darkness strikes us as being able to seamlessly follow and yet we are also use to bending backwards in order to locate it even though we don’t shift that much of ourselves for the things that feel good.
And on the days where we are under the weight of simply surviving, we try our best but exchanging that gloom for the better lighting of less negativity isn’t a response that we are able to find despite our needing it.
And our tomorrows become a repeat of the yesterdays simply because the consequence of not being able to hold ourselves in all the ways that we actually live life is that the same obstacles continue to speak within us.
Those one-sided conversations do feel so valid as they envelop us within the certainty of parts of the truth and of course we are silent on how possibilities are in every kind of step in the slow movement towards discovering what does work.
That adversity makes everything in reference to ourselves feel like a challenge while the subtlety of what we smile about implies that the ease in which we are able to exist in likeable conditions should be useable to navigate our pain with but it is not.
It is no wonder, then, that we feel tired of the fight with darkness’s ability to touch us but if we can believe in and be distracted by it’s cluttered messages, then why can’t we hear the voices of the light that are present in our homes as well?
Perhaps its because its difficult to separate ourselves from the events whose ongoing roles in our hearts and minds leave us with the impression that we don’t have anything else to stand on or to breathe in.
Or maybe it’s just another day in a life where we don’t really know how to plant words into our own soil so that they will become what defines safety in the dark or how to show up for ourselves on this side of happiness where the belief is that disconnecting from unhappiness leads to being happy.
To recover is to find something again but locating that thing doesn’t necessarily resonate with it having ever been lost, only that other items have bent our attention away from it also being viewed and utilized within us.
We are busy doing the weather and while it’s not yet where its supposed to be on the inside, the pressure is an indication that we continue to have the chance to create love in the parts that before defied our ability to do so.
Have the best day POSSIBLE for you. Love Always, Heavell
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