Why is it important to find ourselves if what has been done cannot be undone? An often unrealized adversity of lost and or hidden pieces is their ability to continue to affect us long after they have disappeared. After all, whatever we do today will always have and hold what has already been in the yesterdays. This so very heavell life, despite any similarities, is unique to each individual and as such must be considered from each personal position. Whatever hurts for one is not necessarily the real truth for someone else. Whatever way an individual goes through will not ensure that another can experience it in that particular manner as well. The value of finding you is in changing how you have felt and judged what cannot be undone. If you are going to do as I say, then be kind to you by accepting your falls; as well as those from others. The need for transformation, and a view of what’s beyond, cannot be recognized without the help of all types of moments. If we no longer tumble then we are walking in circles; staying too long in the same place. The power of those descending moments, no matter the size or the strength, has always been established in what we do with them on the inside; repeat, destroy or convert to superpowers. Here’s to the “f” moments that bring the lessons that are needed in order to step. Say what? This is the perfect moment to get comfortably uncomfortable with the all that has been for you. The hope is that by stepping into you, you will find the most fantastic and failed, fearfully courageous and beautiful person in need of understanding; otherwise known as you. Whatever you choose to do, do it because of and for you.

The creation of anything, whether people, places or things. relies upon a foundation to support what is added to it. No matter what place we are at in that production of ourselves, what we don’t find an understanding for has a way of continuing to feed the hell. For instance, if you have trust issues, that pain has the ability to weaken some or all areas related to trusting yourself and or others. Because after all, whatever has the loudest voice will often be expressed in whatever manner that allows it to be seen; whether an addict or not. Accepting that a part is in need of recognition and help is taking a step forward. Turning around to the yesterdays, to then find what was lost or hidden, is choosing to show up for the all of you. Viewing that falls are a part of a so very heavell life, is the act of appreciating all that you are; even the hellish ones. When we don’t do those things, we consent to our yesterdays continuing to define our tomorrows; in this moment or the next but especially when we least expect it. Whatever is in the words that you say to yourself? Will they either help you to go through or keep you too long in the place you shouldn’t be? What do you see when you look in the mirror? Whatever you have been perceiving of, whether real or an illusion, there has always been so much more to you. This is me and this is you as the bringers of hell but also the beholders of heaven. Both places require us to breathe in brave; to eventually step forward or to get ready for the fall. Whatever can’t be undone is only as powerful as you consent to it being; by staying there, hiding it or by transforming it. Oh hell, did you know that sometime warriors cry and laugh until their stomachs hurt while being together and not together? It’s all right to not be all right with what you find. After all, the beauty of being both fantastic and failed is often not what we think is there but whatever we imagine isn’t. Be kind and quiet while listening to the all that you have to say but then get loud in finding whatever you need to help yourself. This is an inside existence that often can use the perspectives that can be found on the outside; unless of course they consent to you staying in the place that you have already been in or in hiding parts. Whatever you choose to do, do it because of and for you. Love, Heavell.