We are each in the company of words that have been turned inside out by details that often don’t agree with the evaluations of life as others have perceived it, and that difference makes understanding how to survive our own weather appear to only be a dream.
So instead of developing better relationships with our things, doubt and fear lead us to find the way out by abandoning ourselves in order to try and fit in with that which has been created in gardens elsewhere.
But we are the ones who give meaning to every single thing that lives in our stories, so despite our attempts to hide what’s there, the synchronicities of our thoughts and feelings never moves away from focusing on the obstacles and the pain.
And although not every thought is really worth our taking the time to think about it, on paths littered with the graffiti of our debris and dragons that demand conversations about the terms of our line of thinking, sorrow is what we have come to know intimately.
That grief then takes up so much space that the proof of the past leans in to become the foundations of tomorrow’s lighting and our hearts have all of the emotions that it needs to support its actions.
So, we hold the hope that someday we will be able to let go, and yet the purpose of our minds is to exude the perception of our travels and telling them not to think about those things only makes them want to focus harder on them.
The challenge, then, is to be amongst the memories and the feels that are attached to us while finding a way to be detached from them so that their roles are merely ingredients enfolded along the process of creating works of art that are sometimes very messy.
Within the darkness of what can’t be undone, are other details to be noticed that allow us to breathe a little easier, and even if it’s only a splash of color that has been left behind, we can focus on that.
On this day, just because our grief is unalike others, it doesn’t mean that we shouldn’t honor what has been built within us because, after all, being happy happens when we take care of who we are in all of the places that we are.
Have the best day POSSIBLE for you. Love Always, Heavell
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