We all have moments that we want more of and others that we want to leave behind that make hope a necessary accessory on our travels but there are also times when we clasp it’s hand and it feels like a burden.
The marks of the yesterdays have left us unsure and our hearts and minds call for the kind of safety that we think can be found in the idea of “seeing is believing” otherwise that hope is merely a reminder of what’s impossible for us.
But there are some days where we don’t feel all right and the only investment that we are capable of making is in existing minute to minute and the guarantee that we want to see is blocked by the weather of our emotions, leaving us with more questions than our wished for answer.
Its all of the things that have made a home within us, though, that makes it possible for us to have the aspirations to transition and to also imagine that different is possible without knowing what that might look like but our fear tells us that change can only occur in a specific manner and that we can’t be uncertain if we want to move towards it.
When we detach the constraints that we ourselves have placed on hope and give it the space to fluctuate as we do, it becomes the capacity to believe in who we are on the days that our tears represent our laughter right through to the ones in which our grief weighs us down.
So here’s to the hope that pushes us out of our comfort zones with the knowledge that it isn’t our unwanted pieces, goals or the way that we walk that creates doubt but it is the quality of the relationship that we have with ourselves that either misaligns our expectations with the desire for perfection or anchors us in the understanding that progress is the process of learning as we go.
Not everything is beautiful in the stories that we live and it isn’t always easy to verbalize what we are experiencing but when we can just acknowledge those feels as they arise, we become the light that our hope has been searching for all along.
Have the best day POSSIBLE for you. Love Always, Heavell
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